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sith_happened) wrote2006-09-30 11:28 am
sith_happened) wrote2006-09-30 11:28 am
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Meditation chamber, 33 Apocalypse Place [morning]
It had been a very long time since Vader'd had a good wallow. But his transmission to the Emperor about his progress yesterday had not been received well at all, he'd had to stand through an assembly about being motivated and finding fulfillment in life--which he hadn't--and he hadn't been allowed to kill anyone in weeks.
He had a short list of candidates just in case Zoe ever changed her mind.
Luke wouldn't talk to him, probably wouldn't turn to the Dark Side--and what was wrong with the Dark Side, anyway, other than the endless backstabbing and the plotting and the trying to kill people thing?-- his students weren't nearly as afraid of him as they should be, and they were starting to mock him and his helmet. He hated being mocked.
He'd just been trying to do the right thing all those years ago and he'd been left limbless and smoking for his efforts. And now he was in stupid Fandom and V had a picture of Padme and he didn't and life totally sucked.
It was all Obi-Wan's fault. Somehow. And still.
In the back of his mind, Vader knew that something was wrong about having these kinds of feelings. He wasn't 18 any more. He reached into the Force, double checking that the door was locked, then cranked up the emo rock music.
Woe.
He had a short list of candidates just in case Zoe ever changed her mind.
Luke wouldn't talk to him, probably wouldn't turn to the Dark Side--and what was wrong with the Dark Side, anyway, other than the endless backstabbing and the plotting and the trying to kill people thing?-- his students weren't nearly as afraid of him as they should be, and they were starting to mock him and his helmet. He hated being mocked.
He'd just been trying to do the right thing all those years ago and he'd been left limbless and smoking for his efforts. And now he was in stupid Fandom and V had a picture of Padme and he didn't and life totally sucked.
It was all Obi-Wan's fault. Somehow. And still.
In the back of his mind, Vader knew that something was wrong about having these kinds of feelings. He wasn't 18 any more. He reached into the Force, double checking that the door was locked, then cranked up the emo rock music.
Woe.