With ten as a full-scale kneel-before-your-new-god-and-despair daughter of Trigon, and one as how she'd felt when she'd thought Chuck was in love with her? "Eight?" she whispered. "I came very close to losing control several times. There was so much pain and despair and fear in that place, and I wanted to punish the men for harming those poor girls. I cannot get the images of what they had done out of my mind. It reminded me too much of the other Fandom...."