"I'm so sorry," Lana said quietly. "I didn't mean to bring up bad memories."

Her mouth twisted in a rueful smile. "But it helps knowing it wasn't easy. It was hard to make the decision to come back. And I'll probably be wondering for a while if I made the right one."

She remembered what he'd said about controlling emotions and worked very hard to try and keep hers as quiet as possible. "But I made it and now I go from there."